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被好習慣綁架
Translation: @benkongenglish
Gucci
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朋友用在我身上的形容詞
大概就是很乖 早睡 飲食健康 運動健身等等
我也同意我很認真地生活 很規律地作息
突然有天我意識到我被綁架了
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沒有欣賞夜景 因為睡眠
沒有享受物質 因為環保
錯過美食 因為健康
錯過放鬆 因為運動
每天必需的例行公事 限制我生活的變化
所謂的好習慣
在造成心理壓力與罪惡感的同時
更適合被稱作命令或綁架
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每個人都有自己最合適的平衡點
在平衡點 心才能最放鬆自在
條列式的準則 不如當下心的聲音
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那晚
胡亂果腹 沒刷牙 沒洗澡
看國道上盞盞路燈
遇見半夜收紙箱的阿婆
早餐店拉開鐵門的一幕
清晨陰森肅殺的家禽批發市場
原來被綁架的我 錯過這麼多世態
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That’s how my friends described me
It more or less means I’m being good - going to bed early, having a healthy diet, doing exercises regularly, etc.
I very much agree that I do have a disciplined lifestyle.
Suddenly, I realised I was kidnapped
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I don’t admire the night scenes because of sleep
I am not materialistic to be environmentally friendly
I don’t indulge in tasty food in order to stay health
I trade relaxing time for exercises.
All these give me layers of restraints
When the so called good habits cause pressure and guilt.
The name “kidnap” fits them more
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Everyone has their own equilibrium.
We can only truly relax at that point.
Rules and boundaries are never better than listening to our hearts
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I had random food and skipped shower and teeth brushing the other night.
I looked at the lamps on the freeway, running into an old lady who was collecting carton boxes.
I saw the breakfast place opening and the deserted poultry wholesale market
Those are part of what I have been missing being held a hostage.
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